
If I had to pick a house to be in this week.. it would NOT be the Covid floor of this hospital..
It IS a pleasant enough place.. but the pneumonia.. and the coughing.. and the struggling to breathe.. being so sick I can’t be home…
.. not to mention new iv’s at 1 am when the old one fails..
But the people here are amazing and patient… and brave. Suiting up everytime I need a toothbrush or a potty break.. or a water…
From Elise and Brooke and Melanie… to Chris, Matt, Erin, Erica, Tessa, Gabby, Crimison.. and so many names I didn’t catch… just the care they showed.
And everyone who walks into my room to poke and prod and encourage me to get better…? Looks out my window, “They gave you the best view in the house.”
And it’s true… as I lay here doing controlled breathing to expand my lungs.. I get to look at this idealic picture to calm my breathing…

And I got to thinking about all the blessings around me..
Covid is nothing I would wish on anyone. It’s horrible… but we knew what to expect from our doctors because they helped us to know what to do. What vitamins to take.. what precautions to take.
I got some great covid treatments .. that were NOT available a year ago. So for me? The year of quarantine life added a WHOLE year of research that made a difference in my life.
One of the nurses here said most everyone is fully vaccinated… that makes me feel calmer about accidentally infecting anyone. Something I never want to do.
So much love from family and friends .. and prayers from everywhere..
The packages of love delivered to my sick kids at home… from color books to gluten free Oreos … and fruit baskets … mean so much to a mama far from her kids…
So even if I’m eating the same 2 things off the menu… because they can’t cater to my crazy allergy diet… ?
The view from my window is still the best in the house…
Love you all…